I'm sorry...

I'm so sorry..
I never ment to hurt you.
I never wanted it to be like this.
I miss you and I love you.
You know that, you're the only one.
I regret every step I take when I'm without you.
It hurts, everything ends up the wrong way and I'm so weak without you.
I need you, and I'm so scared.
I'm scared that you never want to even look at me again.
I feel so alone without you and now when your not by my side anymore I'm nothing.
There's nothing left to live for.
You were the only thing that kept me alive, if I lose you I'm gone.
I can't live without you and you know that.
I'm sorry for all of my mistakes.
I know that I only hurt you.
And now I can't find a reason for me to stay in life.
So please... tell me why I'm still here ?
There's nothing left.
I'm dead inside.. I'm alone and I'm broken.
And everything's my foult.


I love you...

please, please don't leave me.